The-moment-of-me

Today i was working half day my sister message me say that grandma vomit blood,when i heard it I'm so worried about her and i straight away call my mother and ask her how's was grandma then she told me now doctor helping her and she in ICU.After that i tell mummy later i call her back cause i was working cannot use phone so i need to hang up the phone.Then i need to continue to work but i don't have the mood to work but no matter what i still need to work so i carry on working until i end work,I actually meeting my sister for dinner the end,my sister call me and say grandma now in emergency i was shock,scare,worried,heart pain and sad..!!
After we reach hospital,i saw all my auntie and uncle reach there already then we went up and when we saw grandma my heart so pain.We wash our hands because we wanted to go in ICU room look at her some more when we walk in we started to cried,because we saw her so suffering and put many of tubes we so heart pain.We can wake her up but we don't wan because let her rest well...I know you can heard what we wanted to tell you...

Grandma,I believe you'll be better,because you promise us that you wanna see ah rui baby give birth,see us get marry,see our children grow up...I know you can....Grandma..!!

I'll pray hard hard for you my beloved grandma...

婆婆进了家户病房...妈妈的稀里哗啦...我默默地在一边流眼泪...婆婆,我知道你听的到我们子女和子孙所有的人说的话...!!你要加油啊...!!我相信只要你努力有意志力一定会过了今晚你就会健康了...!!我们就可以着带你回家,一起逛街,吃饭...
天上的公公和表妹你们也一起保佑婆婆早日康复...我相信你们会保护婆婆平平安安,我们也会...

婆婆不要忘记你还要看阿蕊的孩子哦....
还有你还要看我们结婚哦..
还有你要看我身孩子哦...
还有看我们的孩子们长大哦...
我相信你听的到我跟你说的话...

我相信观音娘娘会保护我的婆婆...

You’ll seldom experience regret for anything that you’ve done.It is what you haven’t done that will torment you.The message,therefore,is clear. Do it! Develop an appreciation for the present moment.Seize every second of your life and savor it.Value your present moments.Using them up in any self defeating ways means you’ve lost them forever.

Life can be easy if you are coming from your heart.Coming from your heart means coming from your soul.You have to be quiet enough (no mind chattering or thoughts running about) to listen to the silent whispers of your soul.In another words,rely on your feelings more,allow your feelings to be your guide.When you start to trust and follow your feelings (intuition),you will find that things seem to take on an unexpected twist for you....

Inspirational quotes,with everything that has happened to you,you can either feel sorry for yourself or treat what has happened as a gift.Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing.You get to choose...
 

Present-moment living, getting in touch with your “now,” is at the heart of effective living. When you think about it, there really is no other moment you can live. Now is all there is, and the future is just another present moment to live when it arrives. One thing is certain, you cannot live it until it does appear.

~Being real is being who you are~

Today was a tired day...
When work at 5pm end at 10.30pm....
Whole day stand my leg going break already...OMG...
But its okay,because of money I'll fight for it...!!
Reach home around 11.30 then straight away go bath plus hungry,because didn't eat my dinner...
After bath on computer and chat with my two bestfriends...
Lucky no matter how tired am i but they both support me whenever i was...!!
I'm so touching...Hahaha... :)
I told them after i get my pay we all go bugis eat steamboat...!!
This is our plan..Hahaha...
Waiting...!! :)
Tomorrow i need to wake up early so i gonna sleep already... :)

 

真爱,

以为只要简单地生活就能平息了脉搏,却忘了在逃什么...??
我的爱明明还在转身了才明白该把幸福找回来...
而不是各自缅怀,我会在沿海地带,等着潮汐更改送你回来...
你走路姿态微笑的神态潜意识曾错过的真爱...
莫非这是上天善意的安排好让心更坚定彼此更接近真爱...
明明还在转身了才明白该把幸福找回来,而不是各自缅怀..
我会在沿海地带,等着潮汐更改学着忍 耐,不再怕伤害,不再怕期待,潜意识那才是我真爱...
你走路姿态微笑的神态,潜意识那才是我真爱...

我恨你但我还是爱你...

面带微笑离开你怀里我听天由命,最后一张王牌在手里二选一的机率,不能放纵爱你就放过自己...
爱情已经过了甜蜜期多说也是无益爱不爱我已经没关系一点小伤而已...
你可以很放心,我不会为了留你,假装可怜兮兮,都怪我 太不争气我恨我爱你...
我爱你只是因为你是你....我恨你...
你有我看也看不清的小聪明,你有我说也说不完的坏脾气,你有我数也数不尽你的新恋情...
没关系…我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆,我可以一个人安静的忘记你.我恨你最后那一句...
我爱你...

When you stuck on the same point did you found out that is very difficult to step out the point...??
What i mean like's, you like a person a lots but the person don even care about you or ect mean that the person don love you anymore..
When you like a person deeply is very difficult to forget that person you loves...
But that person don even care you anymore just continue move forward cause the person don even care you anymore..
Just waste your time only..!! I know is really very difficult to forget a person if you really want to forget the person you should delete the person number or throw away all the things he/she gives...If not you'll very difficult to forget the person..!! Sometimes you feel stuck in the same point  because, you don't dare to face the fact or you still like him/her...If you continue like this you're making yourself to the worse...You need to step out of the point if not you still stuck at the same place,no matter how hurts you're or how much you love him/her you still need to try....If you still wanna stuck at the same point i just wanna let you know that it will be pointless...!

My darling beibei, face the fact things had happen already can't change back,you need to step out of the point if not you still stuck at the same point it will be pointless,no matter how hurts you're don't scare cause i'll be there for you alright you're not alone..!! BIBI JOJO and I will be there for you alright...!! :)

Tomorrow is my first day work..Hope will be fine... :)
And then after I'll be very busying working then can't meet my best friend already..
But its okay cause we all also busying our own things too..Haha...
I believe that i off day they'll be free too then go out..Hehe.. :)

Today grandma admitted to hospital.. :(
Actually wanna go visit her,but because of my stupid auntie...!! Piss Off..!!
I wish that she'll get well soon...
I'll pray hard hard for my grandma..!! :)

Every decision I make,I think first about myself....
And then what others will think about myself....
And then what the world will think about myself....

I learnt that if life was all about doing what we felt like doing.I'd be dead a long time ago...
Life is about reaching your full potential,about being an impact,about being a beacon of light to the people around you.

Things just changed...
But at the same time you feel helpless being defeated by one word.You don't trust the usage of the word you believe there's more to that,and most usually,there is because we as humans can never really be sure...Maybe some people call that hope.,,,??

I learn,as the years roll onward and leave the past behind,that much I had counted sorrow,that many a flower I had longed for,had hidden a thorn of pain and many a rugged bypath.Led to fields of ripened grain....

The clouds that cover the sunshine.
They cannot banish the sun and the earth shines out the brighter.When the weary rain is done.
We must stand in the deepest shadow to see the clearest light and often through wrong's own darkness,comes the very strength of light.

The sweetest rest is at even,after a wearisome day,when the heavy burden of labor has borne from our hearts away and those who have never known sorrow.Won't know the infinite peace.That falls on the troubled spirit.When it sees at least release.
We must live through the dreary winter....

The moments of happiness can be as unexpected as those moments of sadness.
But mostly,we only remember the bitter.Because bitterness leaves a bad taste in our mouths,while sweetness doesn't stay long.
Imagine running a long race with a partner the two of you rely on each other every kilometre of the way,egging each other on telling each other that the impossible is within reach...
All the while,you're encouraged,you feel strengthened....
You reach the finishing line.Panting,elated and exuberant that you guys made it together..!!
You turn around all ready to give a pat of encouragement to your friend only to realise your friend's already high fiving someone else.
At that point.Even though you reached the goal you aimed to reach.Your heart sinks down to a double low.Because you suddenly realise.You're not the first person your friend wanted to share that sweet taste of victory with.You.Who ran the race too.
Suddenly that victorious moment lost its taste.
That moment you had realise...You did everything you can,not to conquer the heavens,but just to share that sweet moment of victory with somebody.That moment.

In life achievements are one thing.
Having someone to share it with is the main thing.
Having that person want to share it with you is the tricky thing.
Life can be pretty tasteless when you haven't got anyone to share it with.
So many such moments in our life,we let slip away.
So many such moments,we take away.
So many such moments,to come... :)

One does not have to be evil to be hated.In fact,it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions.It is far too easy to be liked,one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions.Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average.That cannot be your role.There are a great many bad people in the world and if you are not offending them,you must be bad yourself.Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.

Life a lots of things happens and you have no control over it.Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment.Your degree is a poor armour against fate.Don't waste the time.
Don’t expect anything else.Erase all life expectancies.Just live.Your life is over as of today.At this point in time,you have grown as tall as you will ever be,you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look.This is as good as it gets.It is all downhill from here.Or up. No one knows.What does this mean for you?It is good that your life is over.

Loving someone has great benefits.There is admiration,learning,attraction and something which,for the want of a better word,we call happiness.In loving someone,we become inspired to better ourselves in every way.We learn the truth worthlessness of material things.We celebrate being human.Loving is good for the soul.
You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.
Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone.You either don’t,or you do with every cell in your body,completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Some of you will end up in activities which involve communication(just like me),be wary of the truth.I’m not asking you to speak it,or write it,for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things.The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure and you will find that the closer you are to someone,the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth.Often there is great virtue in being evasive or equivocating.There is also great skill.Any child can blurt out the truth,without thought to the consequences.It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.

In order to be wary of the truth,you must first know it.That requires great frankness to yourself.Never fool the person in the mirror.

Today wake up around 2 plus but i still feel tired and i sleep back after my mother nag at me i can't take it,I faster go bath and meet my sister cause she need to go hospital check up for the baby..Haha..
The baby weight was 1.8Kg...OMG..
My sister ask the doctor that the baby fat a not, doctor say is a normal weight so thats good..Hehe...
My sister wish that the baby was fat because is cute...Dots...
After accompany my sister,we when to ION,Cine have our dinner after our dinner we plan to watch movie but don't have any nice movie the end we when to PS and see got any nice movie the end also the same don't have...sian..
Awhile more we plan to go some where but don't know go where..sian...
I need to find job too so my sister and I walk around PS to find job and i found some job but need to write application form but its alright and i interview some job need 18 years old or wait for the call..!! I hate it man..!!
But no matter what i wish that i could found a job..!! I need money..!!
I message to BIBI JOJO and BEIBEI about the job and i told them about the pay and another... :)
I message them and call them go down to PS interview job too.. :)
I wish that we three of us can work together cause will be fun..!!
I really wish that one day we go interview a job that three of us can work together,i just think that will be very cool and a lots of fun too..!!HAHAHA..!!

1 month to go my sister going to give birth a baby boy..!!'
I can't wait to see him..OH MY..!!
Count down for the baby boy born in this world..!!Hahahahaha..!! :)